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Why...

 

Why...... This is me asking myself when I heard ur news...

 

Why did it happens to me again.. losing my fav. artists...

 

I'm losing control once again...

I'm crying so hard.. once again...

I can't stop my shaking hands & my tears are dropping slowly & slowly.. once again...

 

 

Life is painful sometimes & most of the times .. I know..

But happiness is waiting there..  at the end of the dark tunnel.. there's still the light...

I don't want you to go to the other happier world using that way...

Commit Suicide is not gonna bring you to the happier world... it will be more painful.. sadness & darker..

 

 

Why.. why... why... If you gone in the natural way.. or from the accident.. I won't hurt like this.. it won't be so painful like this...

 

 

Oppa...

I can't turn back time...

I can't bring you back.....

I can't... cheer you up..

I can't wait for you... can't wait to hear your voice.. can't wait for your come back anymore...

There's no you for me to looking for... anymore...

 

 

Your friends... they're so sad & may be.. they're thinking that they're so wronged to you right now.. can you see?

Your fans... they're so sad & losing all of the energy to do anything... can you see?

 

 

 

 

Your beautiful voice... your beautiful smile... it will  stay in my memory.. in my heart forever..

You will always be a part of `SG Wannabe` for me.. forever...

 

Chae Dong Ha Oppa...
21 June 1981 - 27 May 2011..

Love with all my heart..  May You REST.IN.PEACE. 

 

 

... Oppa.. I'm missing you...